I have had this blog for a couple years; securing the name
Through a Woman's Eyes because I felt a deep desire to communicate my feelings, ideas, beliefs from a woman's perspective. I guess I am finally ready to lay down some words in cyberspace. Ha!
I took an assessment test today, a prerequisite to registering for some courses at my local community college. I failed miserably at the math portion. It was really no surprise. I have always bombed at math. But, I did score 100% in reading comprehension and 98% in sentence structure.
I guess what prompted me
really to begin writing on this blog,
tonite, of all nights, is because taking that test brought the realization of how long I have taken to do so many things. (This is not my first attempt at college courses--I successfully took some courses about 8 years ago for I job that I had and also went to a trade school, many moons ago.) I guess I was just oblivious to the fact that time was marching on...and it was leaving me behind.
When I turned 50, (
gasp---I admitted my age! Don't expect me to give up my weight--a girl has to draw the line somewhere!) it felt like the "light went on!" I just suddenly knew some things that were never clear to me before and I had no regrets at being 50. I just wish I wouldn't have wasted so much time. (
shhhh-- don't tell my husband I said that. He has always told me that I act like I have forever---and just about drove him crazy over the years with my procrastination.)
Don't get me wrong, I believe with everything that is in me that God has a plan for me. And things have happened in God's timing. I guess I can only hope and pray to better use the precious gift of time that He has given me more wisely.
No matter where I am, in whatever state, in want or in plenty, I want to Praise God and bloom right where He plants me. Like my current job, for instance. I go in each day and I try to help those that He puts in my path, as much as I can...shining my little light for Him.
I am who I am and in spite of all the mistakes I have made, He is molding me into the woman of God that I was meant to be. The Lord told me over 30 years ago that "In peace and confidence would be my strength..." Boy oh boy, how profound. In the midst of trial, I have such a peace that I, in of myself know not where it comes from---then the realization hits...
He is carrying me through the storm.
Well, that's it for today,
Through a Woman's Eyes...until we meet again, my friend.
~~Michelle